Current mood: not good.
I'm pretty upset at the moment. Reading BB's sisters blog, and the excitement of their trip to Malaysia, really bugs me. Mainly because i'll be alone for a month. And i know within this month, will come the emotional rollercoaster ride i put myself through. And this is where my attentive efforts come in to place, in an attempt to stay close to my BB. Not the fact that he's left me alone, but i get worried, because i'm scared that something bad will happen? He might get hep? He might get picked up by a Thai-guy slash lady? (HAHAHA!) Oh wellz.. i guess i gotta be optimistic about it. I'm just hoping that when he gets back, he won't be distant.. or bored.. or different due to the lack of communication between us. More of an excuse to be up in his face all the time eh. :) I miss my BB.. and he's leaving real soon, cause time flies and i'm all shitty about it, but time flies. The things love gets you into to.. argh!
