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Thursday, December 30, 2004
Happy new year everybody..
Current mood: shit
Currently listening to "Burn" by Usher
You know when you've reached the point in life, where you just want to fuck it, and not give a shit anymore, but you can't because you know that when you let go, your left with no purpose in life, which is why your here in the first place. I've had it. I've had it with this shit hole of mine. Maybe its just Sydney? Maybe its just everything around me? I dunno, everything around me seems so fucking shit atm, i'm not happy.. i'm never happy.. BB plays a partial input in my life, but honestly, if you think of your overall lifespan, there's nothing in life that'll make you happy. (that's what i rekon). Frankly, i'm sick of this stupid phase. Yes, i've said this all before.. ra ra. Happy fucking new year everyone.. hope you have a shit one..
Lizzy: I'm not a dream interpreter girl, i just read the interpretations. Like i said, it just reflects your fears ra ra. The reason why your probably running away from something/stranger, is because your afraid of facing the truth or knowing the truth, when you know its already there. There's probably something in your life, that your afraid of atm, like maybe pursuing your dreams? (that's my fear... cause i dunno how to get there) nomsang nomsang?
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Posted at 09:43 pm by linhE
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Dreams can come true... NOT!
Currently listening to: Mr.Pooter's fan
Current mood: happy
Kissy to dream about teeth means: One must, of course, correlate the action and other details of the dream, but as a general guide: false teeth signify unexpected help out of a difficult situation; broken or unusually worn-down teeth are a sign of the deterioration of an important relationship; aching teeth portend family quarrels; a dream of having teeth filled promises good news; having teeth pulled forecasts favorable business or investment opportunities; loose teeth are a warning of untrustworthy friends; if they fell out or you spit them out, it is a sign of a season of financial reverses; decayed teeth mean health problems--see your doctor; even and/or very white and beautiful teeth forecast happiness and prosperity; very long teeth predict legal action; one tooth longer than the others portends sad news; buckteeth augur unexpected travel; bridgework is a suggestion that you should be more meticulous in meeting your obligations; a dream featuring the roots of your teeth is a warning against lending money or gambling; to dream of having a nerve removed predicts a season of good luck; brushing your teeth indicates the clearance of obstacles which have been holding you back, unless one or more bristles get stuck between your teeth, in which case you will still overcome the obstacles but only after continued patient effort; picking your teeth is a warning of false friends in your close circle.
But don't believe what they say. I feel that dreams only reflect or resembles something that is being encountered, or shows your fears or something. So after reading that, maybe you can relate to something, because yeah.. not gonna say more. *hugz*
I got an unexpected call from someone this morning, well about half n hour ago and i'm over the moon. His currently in Thailand, visiting the water and mountains. The ass wipe, doesn't tell me where in Thailand, what he's doin or whatevz. PRobably canoeing under the mountains or something.. =S Anyways.. ciao bellas~!
Posted at 11:37 am by linhE
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Dearest Cindy ... part II {edited}
I had some stupid things written here, but i decided to edited because listening to people's wise words in fulfilling some stupid bitch's satisfaction, will not get to me as much as it'll get to her. The fact that i'm a better person than this low, bored person, whom likes to sit at home and shit stir other people's relationships, just tells me that she's only affected by the green eyed monster. So i'm fixing this paragraph up, after venting my feelings through, to let her know.. absolutely nothing. =)
I had a weird dream last night, been having weird dreams about BB & I alot lately. I can't exactly explain the weird dream, but to dream about fish means: To see fish swimming freely in clear water is an omen of wealth and personal power. If you were fishing in clear water and could see the fish bite, it indicates that you will discover or acquire some knowledge which can be used very advantageously. Dead fish either in their natural habitat or in a market are an omen of disappointment or discouragement. To dream of catching a fish is an augury of success, and the bigger the fish the bigger the success; and if you saw a fish moving its fins, you can expect to be freed of any worrying responsibilities.
Posted at 10:14 pm by linhE
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Current mood: exhausted/tired
Currently listening to: "Lift Off" By Johan Gielen
HAAHAHAH Cindy.. your so funny... stupid bitch! LOL.
Anyways, another day of work ahead of me.. and its so annoying. It's funny, when you have everything in your life that's like set right for you that your content with everything, but yet there's something missing.. which isn't satisfying you enough. I guess there's some bullshit theory about life out there, that explains all this wanting more bullshit.. your out there for yourself only, you only discuss the topics that related to you, because everyone out there is out or themselves. Funny.. funny funny.. that i forgot to laugh..
Posted at 12:10 pm by linhE
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Current mood: tired
Currently listening to: nothing
When you have someone you care for a lot, and them and their family are on the other side of the world, whom are in the same country as the tusnami disaster or the border line of it, you cannot do anything but worry. The fact that, you have this gut feeling that they're ok, but yet your other half of your mind tells you that they might not be? Even though i received a phone call that day, the tsunami happened, i was unaware that the tsunami had even occured on that Boxing Day. When Boxing day was nearly over, i was terrified after i found out, but luckily i recived a call from that someone i care for a lot, telling me they had no clue about the disaster and that they're trip to Phuket Island was delayed due to problems back in Australia. So tell me, was that fate? That, the problems back in Australia, which delayed their trip to Phuket Island the tsunami hit, saved them all by just one day? I still haven't received a call from the one person i care for a lot yet. It's been two days. I just found out that they're in Thailand. Hmmm...
Posted at 11:53 pm by linhE
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Monday, December 27, 2004
I am currently stressing my brains out, because BB hasn't called me yet. Even though he called me last night, unaware of the big tidal wave that hit nine countries.. one being one of the famous island resort, to which BB was planned to go to yesterday (Phuket Island, Thailand), but was delayed due to some family issues.. i dunno.. must be fate. But seriously BB I WANT TO KNOW YOUR FUCKING OK!!! FUCKING FUCK, i'm stressing and worried!!!!!!!! So hurry the fuck up and call me already!
Posted at 10:11 pm by linhE
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