Current mood: tired
Currently listening to: nothing

When you have someone you care for a lot, and them and their family are on the other side of the world, whom are in the same country as the tusnami disaster or the border line of it, you cannot do anything but worry. The fact that, you have this gut feeling that they're ok, but yet your other half of your mind  tells you that they might not be? Even though i received a phone call that day, the tsunami happened, i was unaware that the tsunami had even occured on that Boxing Day. When Boxing day was nearly over, i was terrified after i found out, but luckily i recived a call from that someone i care for a lot, telling me they had no clue about the disaster and that they're trip to Phuket Island was delayed due to problems back in Australia. So tell me, was that fate? That, the problems back in Australia, which delayed their trip to Phuket Island the tsunami hit, saved them all by just one day? I still haven't received a call from the one person i care for a lot yet. It's been two days. I just found out that they're in Thailand. Hmmm...

Currently listening to: "You were meant for me" by Jewel
Current mood: tired and sweaty

It's effing mad when you feel like you need to chuck a shit for the past few days, but you know you can't casue you know that your constipaded due to the fact that you  haven't been eating properly. What's also mad, is when you think your about to chuck a big load of shit, you go to the toilet get ready and instead you wasted your time letting out big chunks of gas.

Anywyas.. today was the stockTAKE sale. And man, thinkin i was a sick bitch and all, i decided to go early.. meaning 11am. Yes, 11am is early. But boy.. was i surprised.. intentions to go shop for my BB for a delayed cheap xmas present was like.. WTF. Everything is GONE GONE GONE!!! Good luck finding your sizes guys, four hours into the sale and everything is like GONE! I feel sorry for Mossimo Inc. though, because due to the fact that the que of sales is like way to looooong... the crowd just wraps itself in the mossimo section, that noone dares to look. Luckily, i got the last size of the Polo shirts for my BB.  40% off is like a bargain for a rip off shirt made in CHINA that sells so good in the U.S, but i must admit, that black dude.. that models them.. is effin HOT! Now my under arms smell, so do my feet and i have work in approximate 1.5hrs...... noooooooooooooooo baby nooooooooooooooooooooooo

Currently Listening to: "Affintiy" by Hydra
Current mood: tired

"Last Christmas.. i gave you my heart, but the very next day.. you gave it away. This year.. to save me from tears.. i'm giving it to someone special.." ... ok NOT!

Last Christmas, i spent it with the girls and we went to Maroubra beach, then headed to coogee to get tanned. The funny thing is right, that is the only time we ever go to the beach. Once a year. Attempting to make it an annual thing every year, but with everyone's dedications with their loved ones and so and so, i spent it differently. This Christmas, i spent it with my best friends boyfriends family, and friends. Hehehe.. is all i can say about Jemz family, his sister reminds me of their older bro, and the youngest sister reminds me of their second oldest bro, Jemz. The night was filled with a lot of laughter.. it was real good. I'm restrained to say much more, because there were dramas here and there, but it will also be a memorable one for myself.
Today, Boxing Day, waking up with half the day wasted, and intentions to go to the beach, we headed to the pools instead and attempted to get tanned. Instead, with three of us being white as, we turned into grey looking zombies with blue mouths. This, i blame on the artificial light. Hehehe.. it was a good day, spending it with just two girls and all of us, doing sycnhro swimming, water aerobics and attempting to freestyle.. YES, we can't freestyle.. well not since Year 7... another xmas without my BB, but hey.. i'm getting all seasons of Sex In The City when he comes back.. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!~@~@!#@!!!!!!~@#!@#!~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmm...