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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
tears from a distant friend..
I have never cried so much over a distant relationship with someone.
It was so hard writing a letter in tribute to this one person that has affected so many people greatly.
I'm going to visit him tommorrow, and pay my respects. I just hope i don't break down, like i did whilst recapping the memories of this one person. I'm still accepting the fact that his gone. We were meant to share our shuffling moves together..
Posted at 12:43 pm by linhE
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Lets talk about clothes..
Currently listening to: "Hit 'Em Up" by Tupac
Current mood: tired as hell
Well, today was spent shopping. Heading to Chatswood, and getting lost then did a 5hr non stop walking marathon everywhere in the city. I spent $200 to the last cent, on attempting to buy some summer tops. What shits me, is the fact that i don't care about the price, but with that amount of money you have to because if you buy say a nice Sass & Bide top there goes like 40% of that $200. So i had to result to like the department stores with good quality shit! So, let me tell you guys how a girl operates. Well, how I operate. I like to buy random things. Random things, include jeans that may make you look like a fob honkie, because its so hard to match up with these particular jeans. Satisfied with what you bought, you then realise that you have nothing to match up with these jeans. So then goes the conquest of buying things to match up with these jeans, but instead you don't buy things to match up these jeans, you buy things that match up with all your other clothes and things, except these jeans. So now, you have a pair of $165 Lee jeans locked up in your cupboard, which has no use. Exchange? Refund? Hmmm.. nah, maybe just maybe one day.. these nice $165 jeans might come into fashion in like the next generation where you won't fit them, but think you can. So yeah, lets talk about how selfish i am now. With all you genorous and considerate people who buy xmas gifts for so and so, with the feedback of comments on my blog about the minimal amount of money, i can say heh.. i don't buy gifts for anyone buy myself. Mainly because my family does not celebrate xmas, which has made me this very extreme pessimist on this particular day. Yes, we are celebrating the birth of Jesus. Which means giving and sharing and all of the above. Hmmm, i'd buy things for my parents, but when i do or should i say did, they just chucked it in the closet and never made use of it again. So yeah, its time to save up for more clothes now.. yay for me... $400 down this week, hard work the rest of the month now. Argh..
Posted at 06:32 pm by linhE
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Monday, December 13, 2004
Currently listening to: "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls
Current mood: not happy..
Fate is a weird thing. Death is a weird thing. It comes when its least expected. To detemine your fate, is inevitable yet impossible, because it comes when the least expected. It was fate, when Paul picked me up, whilst with Kissy. It was fate, when i got his call, asking about the basic deets, then suddenly that awkward feeling of confusion and that funny laugh of his shook the conversation when he was like "um uh.. oops i wanted your cousins number.. hehe" It was fate for Paul to find his true love. I feel so helpless. I feel so guilty for not being a good friend, attempting to call, letting us drift. All i can say is, Paul is now resting in peace, knowing that he was loved and cared for by all. That's the first and foremost thing everyone once. To love and be loved, in return. I hope you get through this baby girl, i know you will. You now have a guardian angel looking above you constantly forever now..
REST IN PEACE PAUL.THANH.NGUYEN 10/04/85 - 12/12/04
love always, your future distant cousiin in law - Nguyet Linh Ly.
Posted at 01:38 pm by linhE
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
At first i thought it was a prank...
Until i came home from work to look at my msn with 30% of everyone's nick being:
R.I.P
Paul Nguyen
[10/04/85 - 12/12/04]
I can't imagine how it'd be for her.. i am in a state of shock. i am in a state of shame. it's still registring through, because i don't know what to do now, or what i can do to make it better, if only i could just turn back time. This world is so fucking unfair, SO FUCKING UNFAIR... i hate it.
Posted at 11:18 pm by linhE
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Currently listening to: "Drive" by Incubus
Current mood: bored
My occupation:
* someone who has to nuture
* someone who has to work as hard as she needs to obtain the amount of money to support her habit
* someone who likes to bludges
* someone who has to listen
* someone who has to communicate
* all of the above
Okay, so this week has been scheduled to work 5 out of 7 days, and i can say i am tired, yet dissappointed. Mainly because being paid weekly, and the amount of hours you work, causes exhaustion and being on holidays, just makes you spend more and want more. So right now, i have so many things i want, and need. Firstly, my bedroom is still being under construction, after *insert number here* months. There's a big xmas pressie i want to get BB which will cost me a weeks' pay. Then there's the depression of the lack of minimal amount of items i have in my closet, which i need to bulk up for summer. These are the stupid random shit i think about before sleeping. And to obtain a social life, along with a work life, is just too much. But that will be gone, once BB leaves in approx. a week. The sad thing, i'm really worried because my rents are leaving overseas for two weeks, giving me the responsibility to look after the shop as well, and yardi yar.. meaning i'll be nigel for xmas and new years.. literally. House all to myself.. and i need to save up for the trip to QLD with the "couples". I'm kinda worried as well, because the fact that i'm going to be so busy these holidays, i have no time to sit on my ass and practice my designing skills, which i've learnt throughout this year. That includes FLASH on the last day of this last semester, which i kinda get the hang of.. but stressing because i know i will forget, and dIRECTOR and yardi yar... its suppose to be HOLIDAYS meaning relax and have fun. But no, i want the cha ching! Argh.
Posted at 01:28 pm by linhE
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Current mood: tired
Currently listening to: nothing
It takes about a week to get into a proper nice routine, and it takes about 2 days to get out of it. Fudge, i've become this person that sleeps during the day, works durin the afternoon/night, then goes out to the late morning... and then sleeeeeeeeeeeeps, and works, then goes out, and then sleeeeepsssssss, then work and then goes out. i kinda miss the.. sleep at 11pm, wake up @ 7am, don't waste a nice sunny day, and come home and chillax. argh, holidays so boring yet i need the cha ching. bling bling! yeaa ha~! hmm.. TIRED!
Posted at 12:18 pm by linhE
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