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Friday, November 19, 2004
Currently listening to: "Don't Dream its OVer" by Six pence none the richer
Current mood: feeling it
When i'm home alone, i tend to think a lot. At times like these, i wish i never existed. But i'll shut up, and i'll talk about my heart throb Chad Michael Murray. I told my boyfriend infront of his face, that Hilary Duff is so lucky to be kissing him, that i wish i was in her place. He's just so gorgeous. The gorgeous that makes you frigid, if you saw across the hallway. The gorgeous that, when he talks to you, you go all red. Oh man, i want to get on to Chad Michael Murray~! ahaha..
Posted at 01:24 pm by linhE
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
Currently listening to :"Affinity" by Hydra (or the other way around)
Current mood: nothing
Currently @ TAFE
So, my therapist told me to "Enjoy the void, that's where you find solitude is the best." Right now, i've been feeling a little.. nothing? I'm not my pedantic self, nor am i the analytical person i used to be. I've reached that point where, too much caring leads to nothing. A feeling of emptiness has overcome me, and made me see points of life in both ends, where i find very amusing yet frustrating at the same time, yet i don't seem to budge from my circle. So sitting here, contemplating about life or whether i should continue my work, gives me a minor anxiety attack(ok maybe less than minor). So what seems to be the cause of my little emotion? To be honest, relationships. I feel that i've reached that point. The point where you see both of you are so over it, but tend to put that little effort to be together. Don't get me wrong, but i guess its times like these, i wish i was single. Not the fact that i have that attachment, but i'm just so over the phase. The phase of caring over someone who doesn't seem to do the same, the phase where you put endless efforts to see that person, the phase where your feelings are considered weird (to put it in a nice way). Maybe i'm already broken, but its hidden under my cold, heartless face. So i'm a little upset atm, but i don't care cause right now.. i'm enjoying the void, because this is where i'm in my own circle, thinking about the things in life which should be prioritized (if that's a word lol), whcih seems to me atm nothing. sigh..
Posted at 12:04 pm by linhE
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Currently listening to: "Someday, Somehow" by Nickleback
Currnet mood: hmm...
The end of an era ended last night at 10:30pm on Channel 9. And i was so sad. To watch these four women transform and influence a population of girls/women captured me. To watch how we can all relate, and empathise and think, proves how so many of us are alike. After watching the tribute finale, its ironic how so many girls think of ourselves as Carrie Bradshaw. I remember, how my friends and i were arguing about whose who in the group, and i somehow resulted as Samantha Jones. Funny.. how i was a virgin then, and had no clue about sex. But that all changed. *big grins*. Although i can't be as open about sex like Samantha, i feel that behind closed doors i can be the opposing character of such charateristics like Charlotte York. Miranda Hobbs is my idol, because she's a successful intelligent, cynical, sarcastic bad mouthed BITCH. But somehow we all fell in love with Carrie and her Monolos *gasps* and her affair with Mr. Big, which i can so relate to. I guess, this is a sad case scenario but i admit, these four ladies opened my eyes to independence and makes me that modern age feminist. Experiencing their funny bits, at age 15 - i have yet to get the complete DVD collection, to which when i am 32 i can rewind and respect.
Posted at 03:40 pm by linhE
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Monday, November 15, 2004
Currently listening to: Aviation- You were my everything
Current mood: Tired and blah
Man, hella tired, jus came bak from karoake with a friend that i havent seen in two years... it was fun, but i miss mah baby in shanghai. Its so sad that im all the way here and he's in shanghai, and that it was jin's performance in shanghai and that i cant be there with jay (oh yeah, he promoted the event btw), man i really miss him. Anyways, linh, sorry i havent blogged in such a long time, been kinda busy ey, but yea, im finally taking time out since i kno how much time u spent on this thing, and you have to blog here still.. hehe i realized that your piink one hasnt been update for a while now. Anyways... if anyone needs a new song, dl the one im listening to now, its a good song. ok well i'm off now and i'll try blogging more, i have a singing lesson tomorow morning, btw i got a new hair style... according to someone, i look lik a gay rock star, but wutevas, who khares, as long as i lik it...
Posted at 05:42 am by linhE
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
Pop eye O_o the sailor WOman arrr...
Current mood: SICK?!
Currently listening to: "It's too late" by Evermore
Hello~! I know i said, i wouldn't be blogging, but i just wanted to let you people know about my beautiful infection-ous eye! It's so pretty! So pretty that i can't see! AT first i thought it was a mossie bite, as the swelling just made my eyelid pink, so it looked as if i had make up on, but was clueless on how to put the thing they call eye shadow. So as a week passed.. a bubble started to form. And i was like "Oh! What's this?! A PIMPLE!" Alright, so then comes the excessive pimple cream on my eye lid (even though your not suppose to put there) and voila~! I HAVE A MUTHER FUCKING BUBBLE! How fabulous! So then comes the paranoia. With bad influence of FHM, i thought i was growing a maggot on my eye lid! Because you know these little dots, can get ANYWHERE and can BREED and shit ANYWHERE. I repeat ANYWHERE! So after three days, i now have a fucking hideous bubble that's practiclly overlapping my eye, making me look partially angry which is the new age two face. So after visiting the doctor, he said i had an eye infection with a temperature. I have a pust growing under my eyelid, which is waiting to erupt. It's so beautiful isn't it? How, our bodies are like EARTH! And we have these little creatures, breeding and living on us. And if we decide to destroy EARTH, all we have to do, is pollute it with chemicals and toxins and destroy the ozone layer! Oh yes... i am in PAIN arrrrrrrrrr......... matey~!
Posted at 04:38 pm by linhE
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Friday, November 12, 2004
Current mood: ecstacy
Currently listening to: "He don't love you" by Sygnature
Woke up this morning, missing BB intensely. Argh.. =) I'm feeling a whole lot of shit atm. Seriously, i can't be fucked doing anything no more. I can't be fucked working today. I can't be fucked studying. I can't be fucked cleaning the house. I can't be fucked doing SHIT!. I've reached the point of excessive laziness, and bothered-ness and although its annoying.. i just can't be fucked! Procrasination has got the best of me, the fact that this week has flown past real quickly, each day, each hour, each minute is getting closer and closer to the end of the year. I have a shitload of shit due the next final weeks of this course, and idon't even know what's due.. Argh.. stress. I think i'm having an anxiety attack. Anyways, i gotta gather up all the images etc for my portfolio assessment.. which is a pain! Don't think i'll be blogging here as much, as i'm working on a layout for piink.org. But please keep this link, for Dom. Bitch.. don't even blog. Pffft... Anyone wanna join blogs with my piink one? :P
Posted at 11:40 am by linhE
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