Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Currently listening to: "Negative Things" by Selwyn
Current mood: tired
The reason why i've persisted myself and dedicated all my time, into chasing one person, i do not know. The reason as to why i was determined to go out with this one person, was mainly because to heal his heartbreak, to guide and to give him that assurance. The reason as to why i fell head over heels, and infatuated myself with someone, who seems to be so distant yet so close, breaks my heart. Yet i'm still here. Still standing next to this person, holding him, securing him, giving him all that he needs. But to be on the other side of the boat, with much love tilting and sinking into the sea on one side, and the other side unaware, selfish, and naive just proves how far i'm willing to go and wait. I am still waiting..
Happy 1.2 anniversary BB..
Since BB is leaving for a month, i'm going to have to result to Chad Michael Murray in One Tree Hill to be my boyfriend, until he gets back. *sobs*
