i'm pretty annoyed atm. Had a pretty shit tiring day at work, because it was just too busy. And to come home, and just be in a shitty mood. And no this is not pms! For once i'm on a natural anger streak!
So when you think about both of you's and where you stand, you realise you stand afar from the one that you see as everything. Even though you don't mind putting attentive efforts, and the lack of appreciation is returned, you always seem to shrug it off, and come back attempting to grab one's attention again. And again, and fucking over again and again.. i for one, am sick of playing this fucked up chasing game. But somehow, i'm always catch myself in this stupid game, that i don't even realise it until it hits me harder the next time i get my monthlies. I am full of fucking regret and anger, and argh. You don't know BB as much as i do.. but i hate to fucking say it.. but sometimes i wish i was with 58 than BB. It's because of our differences and errors, which made us part.. is the main reason as to why 58 and i aren't together.. but we are so compatible.. so fucking compatible...
